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    December 30

    几个小quize

    You are Dark Chocolate
    You live your life with intensity, always going full force.
    You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.
    An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!
    Your Fashion Style is Urban
    You've got a style all your own... and it works
    Not too trendy, not too freaky - you've got streetwear down to a science
    You always look cute and put together, but keep it comfortable too
    You're the type of girl that creates trends and inspires others to be funky
    You Are Sophisticated Sexy
    You're a classy woman, and you carry yourself with grace.
    Most men are in awe of you, and even a bit intimidated by you.
    You always make sure you're looking great, from head to toe.
    And your charm and wit gets you on the good side of everyone you meet.
    Guys Like That You're Sensitive
    And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
    You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
    Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
    No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

    在KTV过夜,心理课堂下午茶,小孩子的晚餐

    如果有7个小时,是足够把从小会唱又还愿意唱的歌都翻出来唱一遍的,但是依然搞不清楚自己走什么路线,实践证明。
    张智成这首歌的开头:华丽的房间 孤独在旁边……
    张智成另外一首歌的开头:在朋友的生日party 发现你意外的出席……
    彼时彼刻坐着的两个双子,似乎有点暗合不同时候不同地点的意境和心境
     
    点了古巨基的预感,第一次看到MV,是在大雪漫天的时候深入村庄去看望需要助学的小孩子。心里想有的事情这辈子是一定要去做的,比如,我的薪水要不是被我这么挥霍着用光了我一定要去看看他们。等我有了下一份工作,等我有了比之前多的薪水,那样的地方那些小孩子会让我想明白一些事情,也许我也能让他们想明白一些事情。才发现前所未有的喜欢预感的歌词:
     
    孩子的手 在描画宇宙 要到最尽处漫游
    孩子思想 十分奇妙 会塑造山丘!
    * 飞过平原 山背和松林 才发觉尚有很多不幸!
    穿过浮云 双脚藏泥尘 才看见落泊的天真!
    我的心有预感 能共你走近
    难做到都想能 让世上平分!
    (last time)令美梦成真!
    你的心也预感 能共我走近
    明白到总不能 令灰色更暗! *
    孩子声音 在沉睡过后 要诉说梦里念头
    孩子的心 十分期待 要每日丰收!

     

    睡醒被匆忙的叫到一个课堂里去听不稳定人格的心理课。很久没有听课了,居然很专心,一个个要点的记笔记,握着课堂里提供的清茶。然后被邀请去另一个课堂,讲自己,讲自己经历过的一些文化,居然不知道说什么好,一片空白的坐了好几个小时,直到看到一幅很美的拼图……

     
    晚上依然是意外的被叫去一个20人的dinner,看着一个个offer比我拿得好得多得多的小孩子,很乖的样子叫我姐姐,一起嬉闹八卦着,心里安静的想他们3年后、5年后、10年后的样子……这个pool刚好认识一些不同年龄的人,感觉为何如此摇曳,又如此清晰呢?

    my name

    N Normal
    I Inspirational
    K Keen
    I Innocent
    T Tame
    A Ambivalent

    Name / Username:

    Name Acronym Generator
    From Go-Quiz.com

    大家有兴趣也可以来测一下。我现在知道为什么下意识的不喜欢用后面两个字母了,明显不像嘛 ^_^
    December 20

    No Silence

    被郁闷了,蜷缩在家里给自己随便搞一个褒仔饭
    BBS不断有人发着匪夷所思的群体短信,海哥问我中午吃什么很感动但是anyway我肯定饿不死家里那么多吃的就是这样了,虽然我的生活情趣和创造力一起像烧久了的汤褒一样不断往外滴水但是anyway汤褒还那么大呢……
    天很冷风很大马上就要圣诞,懒得去搞各种各样麻烦的温情,索性把自己扔在某个角落藏起来。有时候想想半逼迫或是半被迫的appointments可真是好东西,至少会在你的脑袋里上几个闹钟,到时候就开始叽哩呱啦的瞎闹,鲜有发条出毛病的情形。(正在写着写着一个就冒出来了,一件超级好看的衣服也快递来了,看来人品也有被怜悯的时候)
    间歇的神经了一下,其实我想贴歌词来着,人品相对低迷的时候我就拿ATB的歌来胡弄自己的神经,不知道贡献出来是不是对别人也有效
    歌词依然是傻瓜而亢奋的Ecstasy
     
    Artist: ATB
    Album: No Silence
    Year: 2004
    Title: Ecstasy
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    Have you ever noticed,
    That I’m not acting as I used to do before?
    Have you ever wondered,
    Why I always keep on coming back for more?

    What have you done to me,
    I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure

    I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
    I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure

    You really are my ecstasy,
    My real life fantasy, oh yeah

    You really are my ecstasy,
    My real life fantasy, oh yeah

    Not that I’m complaining,
    A more beautiful vision - I have never seen
    If you don’t mind me saying,
    A life of ambition to fulfill my dream

    What have you done to me,
    I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure

    I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure
    I’ll never be the same I'll tell you for sure

    You really are my ecstasy,
    My real life fantasy, oh yeah

    You really are my ecstasy,
    My real life fantasy, oh yeah

    You really are my ecstasy,
    (There can be no other
    While we still have each other)
    My real life fantasy, oh yeah

    You really are my ecstasy,
    (There can be no other
    While we still have each other)
    My real life fantasy, oh yeah

    You really are my ecstasy,
    (There can be no other
    While we still have each other)
    My real life fantasy, oh yeah
    冬至是明天,今天却有点怀念的The Autumn Leaves
    Artist: ATB
    Album: No Silence
    Year: 2004
    Title: The Autumn Leaves
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    I look on the color of darkness
    Looked up into the television sky, tonight
    I wandered through the city of aloneless
    Rain wouldn't stop
    I couldn't dry my eyes, I cried

    Who is the one to blame
    Why is it that you never say when your feeling leaves
    If you're through with me
    As I'm walking through the rain,
    cold tears crawling down my face
    like the autumn leaves,
    on a windy day.

    I went to the edge of town
    Over by highways where the traffic was the only sound, around
    Why my eyes are looking at the ground
    I could see pictures of you floating all around
    I didn't die

    Who is the one to blame
    Why is it that you never say when your
    feeling leaves
    If you're through with me
    As I'm walking through the rain,
    cold tears crawling down my face
    like the autumn leaves,
    on a windy day*
    just be happier!
    December 18

    Always DKNY

    名稱:Be Delicious 青蘋果女香
    品牌:
    DKNY
    年份:2005
    香調:
    清新花果香調
    前味:小黃瓜、葡萄柚、木蘭花
    中味:
    白鈴蘭、紫羅蘭 、玫瑰、夜來香
    後味:
    檀香木、黃金木、白琥珀

    她運用了這樣的創意發想,將天然的蘋果萃取首次使用於香水中,在瓶身設計方面,女香選用草綠色玻璃瓶,就像一顆酸甜爽口的青蘋果,而男香則採咖啡色瓶身,像是一顆高貴大方的富士蘋果。有趣的是,以牛皮紙盒包裝的香水外盒,還標上精心設計的DKNY BE DELICIOUS橢圓商標,象徵百分百的紐約原創精神。
      
    DKNY Be Delicious 青蘋果女香在香味的呈現上,綜合了清新的果香以及多種異國花香調,讓人就像咬了一口蘋果,清新的夏日感受來自繁忙的紐約大蘋果,讓您在使用香氛的同時,也能夠感受這個活躍都會的生命力

    December 17

    新宠

    名稱:PREMIER JOUR 曙光女香
    品牌:Nina Ricci
    年份:2001
    香調:
    花香調
    前味:梔子花、柑橘
    中味:甜豌豆、白糖果仁、香子蘭
    後昧:聖路加木、麝香、檀香

     Ninaricci2001年推出的曙光女香,前味清新、明亮似早晨,中味恬適、感性似中午,而後味是沉穩與豔麗則像極了夜晚。結合巴黎浪漫優雅與紐約時尚摩登的香氛,瓶身玻璃透光的質地,輕輕旋開就像女人的曲線,淡雅涼甜的香氛,在鼻尖慢慢漾開,2001第一道曙光,就此展開。
      曙光女瓶身的瓶身設計是將兩個圓柱體上下重疊在一起,中心的連結部位將圓柱樽身變成重疊或開展的形態,瓶身上,以不對稱的結構,來表現女人所具有的鋼柔並濟,而桃色瓶身搭配上霧面瓶蓋,更散發出女性高貴聖潔的形象。

    从早到晚的charming perfume 赞!

    December 16

    风很大,月亮清冷,星星清晰,每天看着星光回家
    在lab里没法上去msn,好像很安心的道貌岸然的忙各种事情,才发现把周末忘记了
    和睡猪讨论精英论者,讨论得神伤
    鬼使神差的,想听yellow
    ophi的一首歌到天亮的yellow,和我不同地不同心境却同时在听的yellow
    London的Christmas,是不是同样明朗而美丽呢?
    鬼使神差的,看到blog上bach的100天纪念文章
    400多天前,bach曾经用同样的话鼓励我,鼓励我去坦然面对,去相信,去珍惜心里的每一份感觉。我想follow,但无能为力。不过他是不是竟然做到了呢,尽管兜兜转转。
    鬼使神差的,进去star的博
    bgm是我最喜欢的lifehouse,嗓音从低吟到豪迈,还是一样的内容,和yellow
    鬼使神差的,关于这个圣诞
    好多朋友都会回来。平静还是从容呢其实我不在状态。ouyu给我打了个电话我不知道说什么好,那些感觉清清楚楚的还在,可是内容生疏了。而另一个,另一个,我无法割裂他和他之间的相似,然而他们都很远。一直觉得螃蟹不可捉摸因为他们有壳,然而发现不在状态的其实是我,混乱的时候,因为我无法平衡他和他之间的对话。
     
    关于第一个鬼使神差的注释:
    有一些歌词会让我灵魂游历。其实,想起一个人的时候,真的在做些什么时候,不管是轰轰烈烈还是细致入微,想念的力气都是一样的,一样很重
    Look at the stars,
    Look how they shine for you,
    And everything you do,
    Yeah, they were all yellow.
    I came along,
    I wrote a song for you,
    And all the things you do,
    And it was called yellow.
    So then I took my turn,
    Oh what a thing to have done,
    And it was all yellow.
    Your skin
    Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
    Turn into something beautiful,
    You know, you know I love you so,
    You know I love you so.
    I swam across,
    I jumped across for you,
    Oh what a thing to do.
    Cos you were all yellow,
    I drew a line,
    I drew a line for you,

    Oh what a thing to do,
    And it was all yellow.
    Your skin,
    Oh yeah your skin and bones,
    Turn into something beautiful,
    And you know for you,
    I’d bleed myself dry for you,
    I’d bleed myself dry.
    It’s true, look how they shine for you,
    Look how they shine for you,
    Look how they shine for,
    Look how they shine for you,
    Look how they shine for you,
    Look how they shine.
    Look at the stars,
    Look how they shine for you,
    And all the things that you do.
     
    关于第二个鬼使神差的注释:
    那些话是:毕竟,像里尔克所说,我怎么能制止我的灵魂,让它不向你的灵魂接触?当我们俯身从这爱情之杯啜饮有着无限魔力的毒药的时候,那忧伤和甜蜜便将永远占据我们的心头,其他的一切,又能算得了什么呢?
     
    关于第三个鬼使神差的注释:
    我从来不费力气去了解双子的孩子们都怎么看问题,因为我心里有一个声音,会源源不断的告诉我。我们的眼睛有时惊讶有时愤怒,但其实是因为我们纯净。
    Find me here
    Speak to me
    I want to feel you
    I need to hear you
    You are the light
    That is leading me to the place where i find peace again

    You are the strength that keeps me walking
    You are the hope that keeps me trusting
    You are the life to my soul
    You are my purpose
    You are everything
    And how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you
    Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
    You calm the storms
    You give me rest
    You hold me in your hands
    You won't let me fall
    You steal my heart and you take my breath away
    Would you take me in
    Would you take me deeper now

    (2x) And how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you
    Would you tell me how could it be any better than this

    (4x) 'cause you're all i want
    You are all i need
    You are everything, everything

    (3x) And how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you
    Would you tell me how could it be any better than this
     
    关于第四个鬼使神差的注释:
    在的时候在,游离的时候游离。不去寻找在的原因,也不去寻找游离的原因。世界看透了,就没意思了;世界看不透,是因为没到境界;世界不看透,是因为还会感性。看EVA的时候也许已经开始默认一些属性,有的是人,有的是神,因而在看觉得神的人的时候总是好奇,想在他们身上找到一点人的属性,以此表示亲切。我不是精英论者,我快乐至上。而我真的那么快乐至上么?我肯定和精英论者有什么交集,不然我干吗像被芒刺扎了一下呢?而我和精英论者的不同就在于我说我快乐至上他们说他们精英论,然而我们共同的命运无非我越来越不快乐他们越来越不精英。其实大家都只是在找事情干而已。
     
    又很晚了……
    December 13

    横眉冷对的感觉

    首先很遗憾我的眉毛不是横而是倒竖着的,却很久没有露出原本应该的凶相
    睡猪说我已经没有以前那么cool了,笑得太多,冷漠太少,而且微笑本来就不迷人
    人本来应该彰显长处才对,我这算什么
     
    December 08

    Rate my life

    在fly那里看到的,做了一下
    状态还不错,继续努力 ^_^
     
     
    This Is My Life, Rated
    Life: 7.4
    Mind: 7.1
    Body: 8
    Spirit: 8.2
    Friends/Family: 5
    Love: 2.9
    Finance: 4.8
    Take the Rate My Life Quiz

    天和月亮

    刚到北京的早晨,据说是这么多年来同期最冷的早晨。
    打不着车,自以为从容的戴上手套,拖着大箱子在等待taxi的路上徘徊着,最后特别蛮横的把箱子扔在一辆终于没有人抢的空车的后座上,不知道自己哪来的力气。
    早晨的天很蓝,心情很好。北方的冬天,灰蒙蒙的低矮的房屋,同样灰蒙蒙的树。经受过狂风吹打依然挂在枝头的树叶最终还是留不住它们的生命,中学和大学的教科书说这是树们新陈代谢的方式。一切都亲切而朴素,除了蓝天。
    第二天从东门走去力学楼,已是中午,天非常蓝,清澈的湖蓝色,竟然像极了,我可以怎么说呢,泸沽湖,加拿大见过的天。供暖中心的大烟囱冒着白气,像是画笔极力想涂抹出另一片天色,却始终未能如愿。
    晚上出来,几乎被风吹倒,抬头却看到一颗亮星伴着的一轮弯月,无懈可击的轮廓。彼时世上找不出比它更漂亮的东西。接下来的几天就是看着弯月长胖再长胖,到刚刚回家的时候,发现它暗了、淡了,像个被咬掉一半没放足馅儿的烧饼,想起fai曾经跟我说过的那个真实的不解风情的冷笑话,现在大家的EQ都上去了吗?但为什么还是束手无策呢?
    过着一半回归的生活,用一半游走的心情,想念一双猜不透的眼睛
    一切依然都好